Him

This one ladies is a little bit different this time I celebrate my lover, for now we’ll say his name is Him. I have been in love with my Him for almost seventeen years. He makes me feel as if there is no other woman on this planet except me. I have loved Him in all stages. When we first met, he was my chocolate teddy-bear. All I ever wanted to do is cuddle but over the years he’s shed a few pounds. Still, all I want to do is cuddle. I used to tell myself that he didn’t make me feel safe in his arms. I would also tell myself that I can sleep in my bed without Him. I lied to myself repeatedly, I need to touch and smell this man before I can truly fall asleep. Like Usher said I got it bad. Ladies why do we lie to ourselves? He’s a living being part of us. We all know the way he feels and the way he smells. What does your him smell like? My him smells like warm homemade brown sugar cookies. That just means that he smells edible to me. There goes my oral fixation again. Ooh I need help with that I can relate just about some of anything to something I can put in my mouth.

In Him I have found myself lost in the warmth of his presence. How do I accurately express the way this man makes me feel? He is all that I ever want all the time. I can’t really imagine my life without Him. I love that he is the only person that can make me laugh like I have no cares in the world. Ladies if your him is anything like my Him, then he is the best thing about going to bed at night. Ladies don’t get me wrong I love waking up to him as well. He’s the thing that has us biting our bottom lip in the middle of a workday. He can make you smile, and he can make you frown. But all and all ladies your him makes you feel good. Mine does.

Recently I realized that when my him goes away I can’t sleep. I miss the way he snores, the way he cuddles, the way he nuzzles the back of my neck, most importantly the way he smells. When he goes away, I sleep diagonally in my bed, so I don’t realize that his side of the bed is empty. I wear his t-shirt for pajamas while he’s away. He is a special part of me he makes us possible. I love my him and I wouldn’t trade him for all the money in the world. Above all else I love him and I’m so in love with him. I truly do hope that it is mutual.

Love Always,

Ngina